Exhausted.

I am so exhausted from work and I only have 1 day off this week. I dread these long weeks at work. It's like a vicious cycle....on my short weeks I dread the long ones and on my long weeks I long for the short weeks lol. For those who don't know I work night shift as a pediatric nurse. I think after 7 months of working this job my body is adjusting but your body never fully adjusts to night shift. You are still exhausted all the time and having a 15 month old doesn't help the equation! I love my job and my coworkers but somedays (ha most days) I would love to go back to staying at home.

Mo has told me I can quit if I truly want too but I'm not going to lie I love having the extra money and the adult interaction it brings me. I know deep down inside I wouldn't be truly happy being at home 24/7. I'm hoping to get a year's worth of experience and then consider working part time. I love my job I need it to keep my sanity, but more time at home with Jonahbee would be awesome. I feel most days I'm missing out on a lot. Especially when I am off work and I'm too exhausted to get off the couch and interact with him. I hope you all are doing well. Looking forward to having Sunday off and spending some time with family and friends at the river! Well I'm off to finish watching the American Idol finale! LEE DEWYZE for AI! haha! Goodnight!